the essence of our life.

When one person come to the world,it is a happiness as he can see the beautiful nature ,feel the love of human,and quest for the mystery of the universe; it is also a pity as he would labour himself to meet the desire of one selfish ,greedy,arrogant creature,learn the disaster of the human life,and feel the frustration of what his effort a totally vainness.

I am a lonely man wandering in the dark,cold,and windy night,trying to find the road to the gleam light in the distance.Most of the time,I just feel lost in this world.The life to me like one long years game.I do not know why I should join this MMRPG.   The ideal is the beacon on the sea of life.If we have not it,we will lost the direction of our boat.In the reality ,my ideal has been destroyed  bit by bit.Ironically,  I can feel the pure freedom  only when I have not the direction,maybe that is what Lao Tsu called ,the essence of our life.

 

The world always like to cheat us;we are cheated by our ears and our eyes;we are cheated that the truth of the life is what we chase for;the instincts cheat us that the contentment of our desire feels like the real;the governments also like to play all kinds of their tricks upon the people;and the opposite sex like to cheat each other say that is the love.Some time we could say that we hate to been cheated,but the fact is we live ourselves in the cheating all the time,and they prefer to been cheated by themselves than by the others.

Someone admit that we are the same Chosen People,we are equal;some others think that they are higer than the others,they try their most to prove that .This different orientation shaped the different culture and social system.and it also produces the gentlemen and the flucky.

The world is an enormous stage,where we play as a little role.From space and time,we are negligible creatures just as one bacteria.We all wait for one unchangeable destiny, the God's judgement,then the God give all people the equality.Sentence everyone to death,and negate the achievements of each individual life,or there is nothing at all,or  just one cheat by himself.To this sentence,it is meaningless for all of the happy ,torture, honour,and the shame...... Then what we lived for?One philosopher had asked :we gaze at the stars then we became human or because we are human then we gaze at stars?From his question,one man begin to talk with　God when he begin to quest for the galaxy,and begin to reveal all kinds of the tricks that God had put on us.Einstein and Newton are the greatest,for they had decode the mystery the God rule us.They exist as the true man,most of us can not break the egotism world of desire.Their behavior has been totally controled by the chain of desire,then he become one slave of himself,can not breath the fresh air of the freedom world.